Star Gazing (RIP Jesse)

I've been in my head, that's a place I don't wanna be

Lost on my own, I just pray that he see Nowhere to turn, there is nowhere to go

No matter what I do, I look, it's just me I've been talkin' to walls, I've been talkin

bout pain I don't write on paper, that shit is strange

I just get on the mic, speak up out true Can't go through a day without thinkin

bout you I'm just tryna move on, this shit, it be

hard as hell The walls are turnin' cold, I feel like I'm

in a cell I just pray that the Lord knows you're innocent

You return from where you're from, cause you was heaven sent

I'm just sorry for your mama, that you had to go

I'm just sorry for your kids, they ain't gon' have you home

I just wanna say I'm sorry, I know that you got me

Wherever you are, you a star And I'm stargazin

Stars look amazing Wherever you are, you a star

I'm stargazin', I'm stargazin', I'm stargazin

Gotta prove to myself that this life is a game That's why all these bitches, they all act the same

I don't fit in, that's why I drink this Henny I drink it like there's none left, really, there's plenty

My life done changed when I moved down to Bako Met a couple friends and it felt like they know

Then we smoked to the sunrise, to the sunset Made that a couple blunts, cause we was upset

Listenin' to Juice WRLD, we couldn't get enough of that Thought to ourselves that we could do it if we tried

Made a couple songs that we would listen to when we ride

Then you said that we could make it, but I felt like we could not

But we kept on making music, it felt like we couldn't stop

But I never envisioned where this shit would take us

I never knew where this shit was gonna go But I know for sure, that I will never really know

Wherever you are, you a star And I'm stargazin', stars look amazing

Wherever you are, you a star And I'm stargazin', stargazin', stargazin', stargazin

You a star

You a star