Train Of Thought

It's a long night talking to myself, tunnel vision got me thinking I don't need no help

I'm feeling like a soldier but the war is finally over

I think about the dreams I had but now I think it's sober

It's like the drugs make me think of what I can't achieve

I can never do a thing but my brain is telling me

Lost inside my thoughts they keep me trapped but don't know what's the cause

I'm in this limbo might be dead but my body's not

Frozen to the core I find it hard to have emotions

Running to the microphone my thoughts are in the open

Learn to fight my battles I'm alone inside my head

Too focused on my feelings I forgot to get the bread

I'm really after lust but it's a trick it's from the devil

Too scared to fall in love because I fall without my head on

I don't think before I trust, I learn it's not the move

The demons are whores and they attack me in my room

I only trust in God, he got me through a lot

These demons want my soul so they send me what they got

It taught me how to move, it taught me how to trust

I'm lost on what to do because my mind is in a loop

Replaying what I did wrong or maybe what I didn't

She left me fucked up without a purpose for these women

Made me feel like I don't need them but I need them so I can feel

I used to have my weed to numb the thoughts of what is real

Cause today seems confusing on what these bitches feel

I don't even need to go on cause I know you know the deal

So I'ma move on to the next beat

Working on what it flows like and if it sounds heat

Put the pen down before it has no ink

Leave these thoughts on a page that don't mean a thing