An Early Grave

Red eyes staring back at me Stained by a cycle I can't break Always terrified of my mistakes Breaking back to stand up straight Bleeding 'til all that's left is hate Always driven by self disdain I spend too much time Chasing the wind and lights Digging an early grave Digging an early grave I'll let go this time Don't want to waste my life Digging an early grave Digging an early grave I see myself at seventeen Wide eyed with a head of dreams Now they are just targets fixed on me I spend too much time Chasing the wind and lights Digging an early grave Digging an early grave I'll let go this time Don't want to waste my life Digging an early grave Digging an early grave My heart stumbles down towards the void Of an empty life filled with static noise I'm awake in nightmares of my own choice With my eyes shut I finally see I spend too much time Chasing the wind and lights Digging an early grave Digging an early grave I'll let go this time Don't want to waste my life Digging an early grave Digging an early grave