Staring into the Sun

Broke car and a cleaned out desk Blaming everyone for the life you lead Reframe all the mess Fantasy in your head Reassure with imposter syndrome Or self diagnose a mental condition Lies that you invent You're scared to look within All these years that you've been living Staring into the sun You can't keep those eyes wide open Staring into the sun Broke body and sterile bed Wrapping your mind on what the doctor said It all turns into rage A fire in your brain The walls start to close in You face a life with a chronic condition Locked inside your head, a pain that you'll transcend All these years that you've been living Staring into the sun You can't keep those eyes wide open Staring into the sun Past all the noise And our white knuckled grip Our souls are screaming Desperate for meaning A paradox Keep only what you let go Embrace the suffering Reveal the meaning Past all the noise And our white knuckled grip Our souls are screaming Desperate for meaning A paradox Keep only what you let go Embrace the suffering Reveal the meaning All these years that you've been living Staring into the sun You can't keep those eyes wide open Staring into the sun