Mangy

Protective Selective And I take it all for granted till I feel neglected Suspension Ascension Up and up until I feel a connection Recycle, rehash, never learned to relax Criticize feedback, microphone throne - no seat-backs Wait who's that? Mr. Backtrack? Cracking backs just to force an acid flashback? Looking for links to the past Where's the ocarina? Gazing through the looking glass But I haven't seen ya After birth, before death We're just in-betweeners Human breeders scared of being seniors On our last breath, shall we take a breather? Wait Do I live to work or do I work to live? Do I live to work or do I work to live? Do I live to work? No rest for the weary Protest - oh so leery Confess cuz I'm clearly Depressed it's not a theory Mangey Mutt Preparing blunts Too scared to jump Debbie downer looking around for the right side up I'm upside down, wait, where's the upside now? Roadside clown, okay, last act watch me drown So tell me... am I, man enough now? Mismanage my doubt Inorganic clouds, keep on following around It's been a short week, but a, long day I just can't speak, i don't, know what to say So judge me, since I'm, yours to take But lately, it all comes in waves Little bit of good, little bit of bad Little bit of mom, little bit of dad Now look at that, a combination of thoughts, I'm stagnant Passive, how could anyone let this happen? It's madness, that everything we do becomes past tense We're fractions - of who we wanna be We're ashes - in a phoenix style of belief We're matches - let desire be gasoline We're addicts - hooked on drugs like sex and caffeine The curtains closed and times up Serpents exposed with knives right behind us, so why trust? In god I trust if that god is us If not I must say something's up I can not accept something just because Man doesn't know a thing, he just thinks he does Just a busy bee, searching for a buzz Just a little boy, searching for a fucking hug Just a human being, searching for some love Just a little decoy awaiting to self-destruct Toe to toe with never letting go Hold it close but never let it show