Hate Goodbyes

(Come back, I hate goodbyes) (Goddamn, I hate goodbyes) It was the summer of 2017 And I got burned from not wearing enough sunscreen I was asking for it I was asking for it Then you came out of nowhere Like from a movie scene You said you hadn't been in love before But you knew I had been You kept on asking for it You were asking for it I think I'd always find that we were troubled and weak When you were on my mind I always struggled to sleep My teeth would always grind I had bad dreams from the lies I left myself behind because I hate goodbyes And I hate goodbyes Bring on the winter of 2018 My head and stomach were sick Contagious heart in between I was asking for it I was asking for it You knew I had kept open and scarred You knew how many times that I had broken a heart You kept on asking for it You were asking for it Now I didn't mean this to Damage your scar tissue But I really miss you when I feel alone I think I'd always find that we were troubled and weak When you were on my mind I always struggled to sleep And every single time I said, "Hey, I've had enough" You'd find a way to somehow convince me this was love But don't you ever think that we were living a lie? And it's something I regret I kept on giving it time I know it's so hard to forget (oh no) But I think you should try And I think we hung around so long 'Cause I hate goodbyes And I hate goodbyes Two different worlds Such different minds And I don't think we can come back this time And, God, it hurts That we can't deny And I've loved and lost Two different worlds And such different minds And I don't think we can come back this time And, God, it hurts That we can't deny And I've loved and lost Well, I didn't mean this to Damage your scar tissue Damn, I really miss you when I feel alone No, I didn't mean this to constantly continue 'Cause with you I feel So goddamn alone Come back, I hate goodbyes I didn't mean this to Damage your scar tissue But I cannot help, but miss you, I'm alone (Come back, I hate goodbyes) I didn't mean this to Damage your scar tissue But I cannot help, but miss when I'm alone Goddamn, I hate goodbyes