How do you struggle with yourself?

Just let it flow through your mind, let it flow through everything

You're the person that can help yourself, so here's a new process

You're the only one that can help you, remain that way, forever

See me in the back

Everything inside

As I'm out the light

Watching from the side

It's culminating 'round me and it's just so tight

Giving no life

Let myself up beyond no effect

Don't wanna hear it if it's no facts

Even though it's bad, remains so sad

All the times that I've wanted to go back

No one knows that

Makin' sure that the flows stacked

On the floor, wanna see you so bad

Have it next to me, want its snow capped

And the voices call me another time

Have it next to me, want it so bad

Really thought that the road died

Even though this whole ride's feelin' slow

Never really thought it'd work this way, I don't know

It's like half of the times I try to be in touch with myself

I simply can't

Because I'm just surrounded by evil all the time

Here's how it works

Mama you always see me on the low light

Never really thought you'd give me no ride

I'mma go seal the light, one time

Leave me by the shore, absorbing up the tide

The feeling of a new desire

Don't give me shit while I'm raising the fire

It feels like life is only gettin' harder

Lemme mothafuckin' sink in the water

As I'm going up through the sand

I'm teaching this shit like a line in the sand

I'mma go up like a fucking tree

If you cut me down, I'mma grow again

As I'm laying here, feeling locked in a pen

Go stuff me inside, like it's in a van

I'm just another civilian, one in a million

Falling right through my hand

Just wanna get eyes

Stoppin' the lies between all the fans

The next thing I know

A knife through the can

I've been trying but I simply can't

I feel like I'mma go up out this land

When I go to flight, the minutes go to bed

The echoes be picking up what I said

And I see my life gettin' banned

Man against man

Let the waves crash on me

Like a fucking hurricane

Going no decision when the nerve bangs

When it's all good, I'll be the same

Mothafuckas actin' like I go insane

With this tight low

Off the deep end, moving slow

Walking on thin air like a tightrope

I'mma sit still, let my mind hold

Mama always told me "take the high road"

It's a fair life

Down in the dry, and half of the times that

I always really wanna fuckin' survive

All of the times where it's seemed like a lie

Oh, mama's calling me, acting like I'm five

How the fuck am I even still alive?

Now I move away from the strife

Maybe one day I'll live another life