Faced with an ultimatum

Why am I full of problems?

I keep trying to fade 'em

I keep trying to dodge 'em

Endless cycle, I keep falling down this road

I've been trying but I can't seem to crack the code

I made my mind up

But I'm so inclined to

Go and give it up

I've been tryna do too much

Just throw in the towel

I'm so burned out

I expect too much

And it brings me down, down

I'm on the ground

Waiting for hellbound, maybe I'm hellbound

Put my time in, I can't let go

Made a promise that I won't fold

I've been, I've been reliant

I'm reliant on all this hope

Praying to God he answer my call

I hear only silence

And it brings me down, down

I'm on the ground

Waiting for hellbound, maybe I'm hellbound

Heart too big for people who don't deserve it

When I meet somebody new, play it cool, but I'm always nervous

Not because I'm introverted, but motives beneath the surface

Back full of too many wounds so I question it's even worth it

I be trying but I feel like it's a lose-lose

Feel like myself the only thing I can be true to

And that shit should never be something that I get used to

I'm always looking over my shoulder wondering who's who

And that's a lot, the pressure gonna eventually get to me in the plot

But how will I become what I said I'd be if I stop?

Something about that ain't right

I take it one day at a time with my mind and this mic, but I

I made my mind up

But I'm so inclined to

Go and give it up

I've been tryna do too much

Just throw in the towel

I'm so burned out

I expect too much

And it brings me down, down

I'm on the ground

Waiting for hellbound, maybe I'm hellbound

Put my time in, I can't let go

Made a promise that I won't fold

I've been, I've been reliant

I'm reliant on all this hope

Praying to God he answer my call

I hear only silence

And it brings me down, down

I'm on the ground

Waiting for hellbound, maybe I'm hellbound