The stakes are high like they’re flying over Jupiter

I’ll be making fries unless I can make the music work

I’ve been taking time tryna planet like the universe

But my state of mind’s negative like I assume the worse

My first day in this life I met this student nurse

She looked surprised when I said hi I’m with Lucifer

And in return for giving me life he said resume his work

So I told him fine, whatever man I’ll consume the earth

Until I’m puking dirt

I’m just joking

This is what I’m like when I’m drunk as fuck and I’m smoking

This is what I’m like when I’m on the mic and I’m coping

If you don’t fucking like it then say goodbye and go home then

Homed in

Like my fucking target is locked

You armored or not

Regardless man you’re all getting shot

It’s part of the plot

And y’all better start talking to god

And make peace real quick because you’re all gonna rot

What you think I’m gonna stop this now

Fuck you think I’m cocky now

Just fucking wait till this songs a hit like its socked in the mouth

Like I’m 6’9 when I’m walking around

Cock to the ground

I’ve been dragging that shit all through the town

It’s all about your state of mind

And every day that you wake up it’s up to you to stay the same inside

And you can either view today like it’s a waste of time

Or you can take it as an opportunity to change your life

Take a left or you can take a right

Whatever the fuck you wanna do you should do it cuz either way you’ll die

And part of being human’s living through a painful ride

I paid my dues with interest that includes the fines

We can talk talk talk

We can talk about it

When you feel lost lost lost

And you feel surrounded

Why do I feel like I’m

Falling apart at the seams

Why am I weak and tired

I wish I knew what it means

I’m the furthest thing from a friendly person

My minds a murder scene with empty hursts

Tempting urges to quit my purpose

Mane they’re serving fiends in the city churches

Reverends givin iffy sermons when most of em really clowns in a Diddy circus

I was down bad and unsatisfied

Mad at God when the cash declined

The truth of the matter was well, I haven’t tried

My passions high but I got bastardized by old fashion guys

Who actually try to preach I got half of mind cause I’m rapping rhymes (Moses)

My state of mind ain’t ever been corrected

Therapy is ineffective

That’s when I get introspective

Cause I can turn right; or turn left

But If I’m misdirected, and I missed the exit

Going backwards is…which direction?

I don’t fuckin know.

But I guarantee I’ll figure it out

I went against all of the odds and the statistics they shout

No father figure present, but fuck it I did it without

I cut every fucking body who was giving me doubt

So this for every one who told me that this isn’t the route

For everyone who only calls me when I’m gettin some clout

Don’t gimme love, y’all ain’t gotta gimme love now

That’s for anyone, I don’t really give a fuck now

Nah

My heart feels numb, yeah

My mind feels clouded

What do I do when I feel surrounded

My heart feels numb, yeah

My mind feels clouded

This is what I do when I feel surrounded

We can talk talk talk

We can talk about it

When you feel lost lost lost

And you feel surrounded

Why do I feel like I’m

Falling apart at the seams

Why am I weak and tired

I wish I knew what it means