Remember Me Happy

I don't wanna live no more I'm a stranger in my body I don't recognize the person I've become And what am I doing this for? I wanna say I'm sorry to the people that I love Forgive me for leaving I never meant to keep this all from you Sometimes I wonder would you visit when I'm gone Put petals on my stone Remember me happy or not even at all These thoughts are monsters in my head It's a battle I won't win This can't go on forever, here's hoping it gets better Something really needs to change Yeah, I may have lost my family But I found myself a new one along the way And I know I have a tendency To let me demons get the best of me Oh, the ones that I won't let you see, oh Sometimes I wonder would you visit when I'm gone Put petals on my stone Remember me happy or not even at all These thoughts are monsters in my head It's a battle I won't win This can't go on forever, here's hoping it gets better Oh, there's so much you can't see Oh, you brought out the best in me Oh, you'll be looking down on me Down on me, woah-oh These thoughts are monsters in my head It's a battle I won't win It can't go on forever Here's holding on together