Better

Maybe I'm not used to losing I always make it about me, I know And I'm no stranger to delusion I think I need someone to call me out 'Cause I took the longer exit So I could play that song again before I got home Sat on my floor Watched the sun go down on all of it I looked inside myself Had nothing left to cry about And everyone's like, "time will smooth things over" But maybe I don't wanna get over it Because I don't wanna forget I'm replaying every detail to make it last So I think I'll stay here a while I'll just sit inside the hurt It's gotta get worse It's gotta get worse It's gotta get worse Before it gets better Even if it's painful Well, at least I'm feeling something Give me the bitterness, I'm grateful For any space that you still take up And I know that sounds insane But I've never been too good at games I blinked and then I lost before it started Someone tell me how to play I looked inside myself Had nothing left to cry about My therapist said, "time will smooth things over" But maybe I don't wanna get over it Because I don't wanna forget I'm replaying every detail to make it last So I think I'll stay here a while I'll just sit inside the hurt (I'll just stay here) It's gotta get worse It's gotta get worse It's gotta get worse Before it gets better So give me one good reason Why I shouldn't get my hopes up 'Cause I'm okay to keep daydreaming Don't really wanna pull the curtain back 'Cause I don't wanna get over it (over) Because I don't wanna forget (I don't wanna) I'm replaying every detail to make it last (oh no) So I think I'll stay here a while (I'll stay) I'll sit inside the hurt (right here) It's gonna get worse It's gotta get worse (I'll get) It's gotta get worse Before it gets better (better)