I Guess, Anyway

If the sky still is the limit It seems like it's falling to me And just getting out of my bed now Is some kind of small victory And good days are wearing a new shirt And remembering therapy Walks through the park in mid-morning With the sun peaking out of the trees If only I'd taken A moment to capture The confidence I had before Thought I'd figured out the world then Threw the pieces in the air again And now I've forgotten Why I was so sure 'cause Here I am tired again And here I am covered with cynicism And here I am my hope wearing thin Though I've dragged it around through wherever I've been And here I am at least twice my age At the same time I swear I'm too young For the next stage If I have the whole world to grow in The days seem to fly way too fast Spent so long in this breaking news cyclone That I don't remember who I am And some days are pretty much write-offs Where the best intentions are in vain There's no concentration or feeling Set to wait for tomorrow again If only I'd taken A moment to capture The confidence I had before Thought I'd figured out the world then Threw the pieces in the air again And now I've forgotten Why I was so sure 'cause Here I am tired again And here I am covered with cynicism And here I am my hope wearing thin Though I've dragged it around through wherever I've been And here I am at least twice my age At the same time I swear I'm too young For the next stage I'll keep working through it Not much I can do it's Just some growing pains I guess, anyway and I don't have the answers Though I wish I did I'll find comfort in the people before me who lived Through uncertain years Facing the curtain years Crying and learning years Fixing, returning years the Knowing nothing years Desperate for loving years Wishing for golden years Hate getting older years It's all been played out before Over and over and over and over so Won't you save a place for me At the party We promised to have one day when we weren't sad I just hold on to that I just hold on to that I hold on I, I hold on I, I hold on I, I hold on I, I hold on I, I hold on I, I hold on I, I hold on I, I hold on