Clairvoyant

Things are just weird right now They're just weird In the world In my life I have to believe that it's all for something You ate up my time Infiltrated my past Cleaned out all the money I ever had Where's the line between loving you and hurting myself Cause I just can't seem to picture doing anything else Did I somehow get cursed when the clairvoyant came to me Told me I'd be a star When I was 17 Tried to make out like I didn't take it seriously But held it inside like somehow it was meant to be Would I have been happier If I'd just let it go Fade with the memories In that home video Why is it that this is all that I've ever known So hard to define but still with me when I'm alone I know I know I know I can only save myself I'm not a wheel re-inventor Maybe that's okay Am I okay Am I Am I Am I Am I Am I I used to think, like If you worked really hard at something for like a decade There's very few people if they stuck at it that wouldn't get anyway Now I'm like Is that really true though