Self Esteem

I wrote her off for the tenth time today And practiced all the things I would say But she came over I lost my nerve I took her back and made her dessert Now I know I'm being used That's okay man 'cause I like the abuse Now I know she's playing with me That's okay 'cause I've got no self-esteem Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah We make plans to go out at night I wait 'til 2 then I turn out the light This rejection's got me so low If she keeps it up I just might tell her so Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah When she's saying, oh that she wants only me Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends When she's saying, oh that I'm like a disease Then I wonder how much more I can spend Well I guess I should stick up for myself But I really think it's better this way The more you suffer The more it shows you really care, right? Yeah Now I'll relay this little bit Happens more than I'd like to admit Late at night, she knocks on my door Drunk again and looking to score Now I know I should say no but It's kind of hard when she's ready to go I may be dumb but I'm not a dweeb I'm just a sucker with no self-esteem Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah When she's saying, oh that she want's only me Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends When she's saying, oh that I'm like a disease Then I wonder how much more I can spend Well I guess I should stick up for myself But I really think it's better this way The more you suffer The more it shows you really care Right? Yeah yeah yeah