Breathing Is the Hardest Part

Another Winter's come and gone again And all I've learned is to pretend I sang along and played the part But I guess I'm fine here on my own The pills called so I answered the bottle To drown out the taste of my sorrow My pulse in the hands of tomorrow This is where you wanted me Come watch me separate my skin To scatter panic from within If only breathing kept me calm I might finally find a way to Lay my head under six feet of false hope Or find solutions to my confusion Counting sheep once again Hiding from the wolf under my bed The monsters in my head tell me Giving up comes easy Breathing is the hardest part I'll never close my eyes again I'm breaking down to the same old song again The chorus never seems to end I can't relate to moving on So I guess I'm stuck here on repeat I'm finding ways to pass the time In gambling with peace of mind Placing bets on a new prescription Sign my blood on the dotted line So they tell me it gets better But I can't hold on forever And I'm tired of this counting Just to keep my heart from pounding It seems everything I need It's just always out of reach And it's eating all of me And I'm through with therapy Counting sheep once again Hiding from the wolf under my bed The monsters in my head tell me Giving up comes easy Breathing is the hardest part I'll never close my eyes again Breathe Resistance is useless The air I breathe is poison Resistance is useless The air I breathe Can you understand That this is how my life will end With every butterfly I have inside Eating me alive Counting sheep once again Hiding from the wolf under my bed The monsters in my head tell me Giving up comes easy (I can't) Breathing is the hardest part (Breathe still, it's no use) I'll never close my eyes again I've gotten over (Breathe in breathe out) Thoughts of getting better (It's not working) I've had enough now (Breathe in breathe out) Let the waves eat me (Breathe in breathe out it's not working) Inside (Breathe in breathe out it's not working) Breathe in breathe out I'll never close my eyes again