Lost

Yeah This might be the realest shit I ever wrote Yeah, yeah Like why the fuck I always feel alone? I don't know why I always feel alone Know you cried when I fuckin' tried You up by my side, I was still alone Sometimes I miss the way it was Only okay when I'm off the drugs I ain't been outside, I ain't seen the sun I've been tryna stay away from everyone We do not love when we need it most Run from the truth 'til we see it close I can never tell what's fake or real Your love haunts me still like I'm seeing ghosts I know the emptiness of feelin' numb inside When your heart is broke and you're too numb to cry So you turn to pills and I know the feeling You don't wanna live so you'd rather die But, none of us really wanna die alone So many times you would cry alone I can't say I don't think about you But these feelings are easier to hide than show Tell me what's love? I don't get it still I just need a place where you never feel Need a place where pain don't exist So I started asking God if heavens real Yeah, I don't get it still I just need a place where you never feel Need a place where pain don't exist So I started asking God if heavens real Yeah, I don't get it still I just need a place where you never feel Need a place where pain don't exist So I started asking God if heaven's real (Sick of takin' pills, sick of spendin' time trying not to feel, yeah 'Cause I'm sick of gettin' high, sick of takin' pills, sick of spendin' time trying not to feel, yeah) 'Cause I'm sick of gettin' high, sick of takin' pills, sick of spendin' time trying not to feel Body shakin' lately, I can't keep it still I need something real, I just wanna feel something Heart beatin', blood rushin', I'm sick of trying to feel nothin' I'm sick of trying to feel nothin' 'Cause I'm sick of gettin' high, sick of takin' pills, sick of spendin' time trying not to feel Body shakin' lately, I can't keep it still I need something real, I just wanna feel something Heart beatin', blood rushin', I'm sick of trying to feel nothin' I'm sick of trying to feel nothin', yeah