How It Feels To Feel Nothing

Yeah I know I ain't been myself lately I've been feeling like i need help lately Feel like all the people i've Needed just leave when they ain't need me So i just keep to myself lately Some people are damaged before they know it Some people are broken but they don't show it Memories burning my heart is frozen But I'm only human don't judge me yeah i'm still growing I mean it's hard to love when your hearts been bruised in the past Your soul broken your scared of being attached And everybody just acts like they understand We all have that one person we wish we had But times change people change; I'm still the same Just some things you won't understand 'til you feel the pain Our love burn like a fire in a storm Knew it wouldn't last but at least it kept us warm I mean you know me, I know I wasn't the only I know I wasn't the one you just loved me 'cause you were lonely But fuck i used to be so in love with being alive But these days I just think of the fact that one day i'll die And these people will just forget about me The ones that act like they gave a shit about me As soon as i turn my back talking shit about me But i need love even if its fake so they still around me They still around me it's clear What if i disappeared What if I just said fuck this life I don't wanna be here What if i take these pills and I don't wake up from my sleep Sometimes i wish i could have a conversation with Peep A conversation with Mac Maybe they feel how I feel Too caught up in the pain but we forget that it heals Yeah well I've got a busy mind and an empty soul And i'm stuck between running back or just letting go She sins like a devil but loves like an angel yeah If you see what I see, she's beautiful, every angle You see i put my emotions all on the table But why is it that it's the people with The most blessings that's never grateful damn Loves like an angel If you see what I see, she's beautiful, every angle yeah All on the table But why is it the people with the most Blessings that's never grateful I mean Yeah they say true love don't ever grow apart They say you can't break a broken heart They say it hurts until you feel nothing So i take these drugs until I feel something They say true love don't ever grow apart They say you can't break a broken heart They say it hurts until you feel nothing So I just hide from these feelings and I'm still running I'm still running i'm just