Waiting Room

Our family reunion I'd rather be anywhere but here It's like a pain you shouldn't ignore But my uncle's here to open the door And I don't like him This family reunion I felt so uncomfortable, I left They all decided to stay So it's just me and my mistakes And I'd like to know that you smile when you're alone And when you need time to yourself Remember me, I won't be anyone else I'm just the boy you love I'm just the boy And my lover, my best friend When I heard that you don't know why you're here I fell face down And became one with the ground And my lover's best friend No, he doesn't know what to suggest He does everything for love But when his 'everything' just isn't enough He'd like to know that you smile when you're alone And when you need time to yourself Remember me, I won't be anyone else I'm just the boy you love The boy you love And if it looks like you don't love me, then That's alright and I would let you be content I'm still your friend No revenge and no regrets No regrets, no regrets And if it looks like God might judge me Then I don't even wanna stay another day If he's the one, then who am I? He calls the shots, and he always decides Then what's the point in living life? Living life, when it's all for him All for him All for him All for him