Stoned

Bitch I'm hungover Manic motherfucker Laughing like the joker Just wanna be 6 feet under I'm tired Running low Like a flat tire Poppin hella tranquilizers People in my dms asking for my visualizers I'm not Someone to admire Heart got an aperture Dropping hits From the tincture Imma prematurely call you Casper Cause I hope I see you get murdered This is the genesis Of even more anger When it comes to death I've got extreme hunger When it comes to giving a fuck I ain't got the desire I'll never be a one hit wonder Just like how I'll never be sober My entire life is a fuckin blunder Better know I'm a crazy motherfucker When I'm done with the blunt There's nothing left over Bitch I'm schizophrenic and bipolar I'm a heavy smoker That mad lad toker Lacking composure Mediocre loner Wretched stoner The way too lyrical rapper Fuck a promoter A&r's hitting up my line But I ain't got that kinda time I just wanna die I've got an achilles heel Like emil mătăsăreanu My brains Lack of stimulus Will probably be the issue Feels kinda weird Cutting through human tissue But you gotta do what gotta do I love to say the words Fuck you Told myself I would never be a simp But I kinda wanna Go meet my dead relatives I'm craving death Oblivion sounds kinda sex But what the fuck is even my definition of it All I know is past tense Stuck in the triage Habitually sad Macdonald triad Wish I was fuckin dead My life is a contranym I really wanna die off on a whim Loaded off some Vicodin Lookin up a tek for Some psilocybin My eye lids are twitching Pupils dilating I'm fuckin tweaking Posted with a 40oz Seen a shawty Tryna flirt But if she wanna trick Imma make her hit the curb Swerve I'm a emo motherfucker With roots of hood And hippie under my covers Eating a taco They call me the Hollywood psycho I said it before And I'll say it again This ain't a phase I'll set your shit ablaze The arson klepto Take ya life Turn this shit into waco Motherfucking wacko Fuck being vulnerable This my audible manifesto