ALTERNATIVE

I think there's a version of me that's happy somewhere In an alternate universe I don't know why, but that just Is so sad to think about She's having dinner with her family on Friday night They're talking 'bout TV shows and they never really fight I hope she never has to feel empty I hope she never has to meet this version of me She never had to come home to her mother on the floor of the bedroom Her fathеr, his bags at the door She didn't know it at fourteen If you don't love, thеn they won't leave She didn't have to show up to that wedding with a smile Watch all her father's lies just go walking down the aisle She wasn't hated at eighteen By the ones she called family I like to think about her sometimes I wonder what she's doing tonight (tonight) Yeah, yeah She's having dinner with her family on Friday night They're talking 'bout TV shows and they never really fight I hope she never has to feel empty I hope she never has to meet this version of me She didn't have to become somebody that she hates And cheat on everyone, realise she's the same Yeah, the same as her father Made for a one-bed apartment I like to think about her sometimes I wonder what she's doing tonight Yeah, yeah She's having dinner with her family on Friday night They're talking 'bout TV shows and they never really fight I hope she never has to feel empty I hope she never has to meet this version of me, version of me She ain't got scars on her wrists, not on the edge of a cliff No one she has to forgive, she ain't that version of me Ain't got low self-esteem, crippling anxiety She's out there livin' her dream, she ain't that version of me