As I slowly waste away
My faith, our love, your grace will remain
It's so hard to be honest
I never really had much to offer you
All I know it that I wanna go back
To the moment when I first called out your name
My hands would shake
And this is why
I'm scared to tell
How I felt
Drowning in doubt
I never thought I'd be so weak
I know this pain is always stagnant
In constant disarray
I've been holding back for so long
I'm calling out your name
Place your hand in mine and guide me
Through your infinite light
Someone tell me if I'm dreaming
Or if I'm even alive
I gotta learn to walk away
But I don't know how to focus on myself
Gotta pull through someday
If this is all I got then things need to change
And this is why
I'm scared to tell
How I felt
Drowning in doubt
I never thought I'd be so weak
I know this pain is always stagnant
In constant disarray
I've been holding back for so long
I'm calling out your name
Place your hand in mine and guide me
Through your infinite light
Someone tell me if I'm dreaming
Or if I'm even alive
I'm wearing thin
Tracing lines to find my way
I'm sinking in
Oh God please stop the ache
Am I even alive?
