Strangers Again

How did I get here And what have I done? It's like I've been sleeping for two years And I'm just waking up Like I'm coming out of a blackout Like I didn't see you 'til right now I look around and I'm feeling like I built a prison and put myself in it (Ah-ah, ah-ah) I don't wanna go through the motions (Ah-ah, ah-ah) No, I don't wanna I can't stand it when you touch me like that 'Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent Telling myself it was fine, but now I'm over that I think it's better if we just pretend That we're just strangers again Where do I go now And where do I start? I don't wanna pick up the pieces I just wanna watch it all fall apart Fall apart like it should Fall apart like I said I would I wanted out, but you held me down And fed me the lies I told to myself (Ah-ah, ah-ah) I don't wanna go through the motions (Ah-ah, ah-ah) No, I don't wanna I can't stand it when you touch me like that 'Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent Telling myself it was fine, but now I'm over that I think it's better if we just pretend That we're just strangers again We had what we had, but it's done, now I'm over it Held on for too long when I should've let go of it And I know it was wrong, but I tried to keep hold of it (ah-ah-ah) It was wrong, it was wrong, it was wrong I can't stand it when you touch me like that 'Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent Telling myself it was fine, but now I'm over that I think it's better if we just pretend That we're just strangers again I can't stand it when you touch me like that 'Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent Telling myself it was fine, but now I'm over that I think it's better if we just pretend That we're just strangers again