Heads Up

I'm repeating myself over and over again I can't listen to what I'm saying So I cover my ears All the same words are phrased in a different way But the message remains the same, so I better stay Silent 'til all of this changed I'm waiting for a better day I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation Oh, I feel like giving up to get a real bad reputation I really hate myself so much 'Cause I'm more than just a little messed up I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation Just look at me now Such a freak in its own tragedy But I don't want you to pity me So let's rather stay Silent 'til all of this changed I'm forcing myself through these days I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation Oh, I feel like giving up to get a real bad reputation I really hate myself so much 'Cause I'm more than just a little messed up I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation I feel stuck Oh, I feel stuck Just give me some more time to think Yeah, I'm losing all my patience I, yeah, I feel so irrelevant Look at me now Ugly, unintelligent I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation Oh, I feel like giving up to get a real bad reputation I really hate myself so much 'Cause I'm more than just a little messed up I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation I gotta keep my head up