Uncontrolled

I'm in a place between this Earth and Hell (Earth and Hell) I'm not quite alright if you can tell (if you can tell) This battle with these shadows in my head An endless fight and never-ending dread Right now, I only see what I can't attain No focus and a bunch of mistakes A state I'm too used living in Nothing's new, I still don't win Please end this quickly, quickly, quickly I don't feel safe In this place I'm in I can feel that I can't change 'Cause I, I have lost control I have lost control again and again (Work it out) A lack of hope and no self-discipline Imprisoned and no serotonin Such a wrack that's been stuck in this place So many things that I'd wish to embrace A state I'm too used living in Nothing's new, I still don't win And it's killing me slowly, slowly, slowly I don't feel safe In this place I'm in I can feel that I can't change 'Cause I, oh, I have to stay For the ones I love and all I strive for I don't wanna lose control again I have lost control again and again I'm breaking down Head straight through a wall Looking for a cure Fuck, I don't wanna do this anymore Could you please just shut up, shut up? Shut up, shut up Everything shatters Nothing matters anymore I don't feel safe In this place I'm in I can feel that I can't change 'Cause I, oh, I have to stay For the ones I love and all I strive for I, I have lost control I have lost control again And again and again and again