my diary

Guess I'm 20 and my life has barely just begun Opportunities are coming at us 'cause we're young I don't know if I should grow up yet I don't want to get any older I'm 21 and the whole year just came rushing by Pressure's getting to me so I feel the need to hide I don't want to get any older And I don't know if I'm even sober Hold on, I have to tell you That you're not the one I want to Start having kids with, I know I'm not through But you were my diary Thought that you would die for me All these pages I now have to fill out on my own And I just can't look at you 'Cause you don't know what I've been through Just to fill the void that you enjoyed to leave I knew 22 and the pressure's slowly getting to me Seeing kids being crazy successful hate to be the One that slowly is aging The one that has to be faking I see them kids on my feed with 14 Stripping for there needs hell I don't know if I'm even sober But I just don't wanna get older Hold on, I have to tell you That you're not the one I want to Start having kids with, I know I'm not through But you were my diary Thought that you would die for me All these pages I now have to fill out on my own And I just can't look at you 'Cause you don't know what I've been through Just to fill the void that you enjoyed to leave I knew You were my diary Thought that we Would forever and ever belong You were my diary Thought that we Would forever and ever come home Thank you for being the best Best friend I ever have Thank you for being the best Best friend I ever had Thank you for being the best Best friend I ever have Thank you for being the best Best You were my diary Thought that we Would forever and ever belong You were my diary Thought that we Would forever and ever come home