Block me out

I'll say whatever you want, but I've become such a liar I used to follow my gut, but now I'm just getting higher It's been a couple of months since I turned to something violent I should be happier now so why do I feel this quiet? Now I only let me down When there's no one else around I've been thinking way too loud I wish that I could block me out I wish that I could block me out, oh I think I'm burning alive, but nobody sees the fire 'Cause when I open my mouth, I seem to be stuck in silence And I thought of leaving tonight, but I couldn't drive, this tired Plus, after all this time I should be a pretty crier And now I only let me down When there's no one else around I've been thinking way too loud I wish that I could block me out Don't know how they see me now Feeling lost in every crowd I feel ten feet off the ground I wish that I could block me out And in my head, I make a mess of it I'm getting tired, of feeling delicate I look around, to find it desolate I used to try, but nothing's helping it And in my head, I make a mess of it I'm getting tired, of feeling delicate I look around, to find it desolate I used to try, but nothing's helping it, hmm Wish I were heavier now, I'm floating outside my body It's not their fault but I've found that none of my friends will call me Until I'm left to myself, it's honestly kind of funny How every voice in my head, is trying its best to haunt me 'Cause now I only let me down When there's no one else around I've been thinking way too loud I wish that I could block me out Don't know how they see me now Feeling lost in every crowd I feel ten feet off the ground I wish that I could block me out, oh, oh I wish that I could block me out, hmm I wish that I could block me out