Antidote

Finding refuge in my own lies How are you? I'm doing alright Small talk is a great disguise Just let me be Just let me be Empty thoughts start to crowd my mind Am I only living, living to survive? Shake it off but I've lost the drive Just let me be Just let me be Let me be okay No one knows what goes on up inside my head There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread No one knows what goes on up inside my head They don't think I need help But I'm scaring myself I just want to be okay I just want to be okay All the voices in my head are coming to life They're getting louder and I'm, I'm terrified How do you run from your own mind? Is this what I've become? Take it back, what have I done? No one knows what goes on up inside my head There is a new kind of poison and starting to spread No one knows what goes on up inside my head They don't think I need help But I'm scaring myself I just want to be okay I just want to be okay No one knows what goes on up inside my head There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands I can change my plans, I can change my plans I tried to find my reflection on the glass But all I ever saw were the things I lack All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane All I ever thought I was Was a mistake No one knows what goes on up inside my head There is a new kind of poison and starting to spread No one knows what goes on up inside my head Up inside my head Up inside my head