figure it out

I pretend that I'm not afraid And for a moment I believe myself Got lost in the day again Time won't stop to let me figure shit out The pictures on my eyelids would put me in asylums I'm not even mad though I've just gone a little mad, so Don't blame me for what I say It's just the trauma talking Am I allowed to love the way? I don't care anymore I don't care anymore Time won't stop to let me figure shit out I don't care anymore Time won't stop to let me figure shit out Every nerve underneath my skin Every thought banging on my skull Used to spend my time filtering But maybe I should listen to what they know The pictures on my eyelids would put me in asylums I'm not even mad though I've just gone a little mad, so Don't blame me for what I say It's just the trauma talking Am I allowed to love the way? I don't care anymore I don't care anymore Time won't stop to let me figure shit out I don't care anymore Time won't stop to let me figure shit out I'ma dance on the crooked edges I'll take what I'm given The darkness won't scare me My eyes are adjusting I'm sick of the war I don't care anymore I don't care anymore I don't care anymore Time won't stop to let me figure shit out I don't care anymore Time won't stop to let me figure shit out