Exoneration

The van was driven off the side of the road It's in so many fucking pieces Now i know what responsibility means to me I fell asleep but there's a reason we're not dead yet Life is more appealing to me I can front the pain that's stricken me And all that this is telling me is i'm weak I wasn't much to protect but i guess I was given the chance to make sure the most of all the time i have left I spend in respect to the life that i strive to create Take away pain with sedation Always searching for distractions All the thoughts are stuck in my head And i can never accept exoneration If this was some sort of sign to change my ways of Living life in the past, then it's forgotten God, he thought my life was worth it Or maybe i was spared because of somebody else in the van I was never the one to rest my faith in The force of some source above that caused creation And karma seemed too far-fetched to believe in But i'm fucking lucky to be breathing I wasn't much to protect but i guess I was given the chance to make sure the most of all the time i have left I spend in respect to the life that i strive to create Take away pain with sedation Always searching for distractions All the thoughts are stuck in my head And i can never accept exoneration I wasn't much to protect but i guess I was given the chance to make sure the most of all the time i have left I spend in respect to the life that i strive to create