What I'm Running From

I wasn't used to second best And I could tell there was nothing left I'm up against my self again Another day just another day I never knew it would come to this Wether people know if I exist And it's starting to blur Another day just another day I'm still here waiting for someone Someone to understand that I need this to mean more to me See through my open arms You dug your nails in and Ripped it up and all apart To see what was left unsaid 'Cause what I'm running from Makes me feel like I'm better off dead I'm better off dead Malfunctions we never worked Lock me up medicate berserk Sleep around no open doors Don't you know the truth it hurts Don't you know the truth it hurts I'm still here waiting for someone Someone to understand that My reality is something I can't see Cause I need this to mean more to me See through my open arms You dug your nails in and Ripped it up and all apart To see what was left unsaid 'Cause what I'm running from Makes me feel like I'm better off dead I'm still here waiting for someone Someone to understand Someone to understand Someone to understand me.