I Come Apart

Yeah, losin' my faith, losin' my mind

Losin' my friends, just hopin' I find

Somethin' to feel, somethin' that's real

'Cause all that we know is narcotics and pills

My pop's got a case, thirty stacks for the bail

Lookin' back at my words like, "Where the fuck did I fail?"

Look to God for the answers, I just hope for a sign

I'm just prayin' for peace, as I load up my .9

(My .9, my .9, my .9)

See, I come apart sometimes, I'm not me

I come apart sometimes

I'm missin' my heart sometimes, I can't sleep, yeah

I come apart sometimes (I come apart sometimes)

Yeah, I come apart sometimes, yeah

(I come apart sometimes, yeah)

I come apart sometimes

Yeah, I'm missin' my heart sometimes (Sometimes)

Yeah, I come apart sometimes (Apart sometimes)

They start breakin' me down

Got me chained to the ground

I can't take it no more

If I stay, then I drown (Then I drown, then I drown)

Can't let it get to me

I let it get to me

This anxiety kills, it'll eat you alive

I'm just blind to my problems, I can't see what I hide

Traumatized by the world, but I can't let it kill me

I took a bullet to my head, but they say that they feel me

The land of the free, where they put us in chains

Where they lock us in cages, new millennium slaves

Look to God for the answers, I just hope for a sign

I'm just prayin' for peace, as I load up my .9

(My .9, my .9, my .9)

See, I come apart sometimes, I'm not me

I come apart sometimes

I'm missin' my heart sometimes, I can't sleep, yeah

I come apart sometimes (I come apart sometimes)

Yeah, I come apart sometimes, yeah (I come apart sometimes)

I come apart sometimes (I come apart sometimes)

Yeah, I'm missin' my heart sometimes (Sometimes)

Yeah, I come apart sometimes (Apart sometimes)

They start breakin' me down

Got me chained to the ground

I can't take it no more

If I stay, then I drown (Then I drown, then I drown)

Can't let it get to me

I let it get to me