Bleed and Swell

The diseased one has gone astray Nodding in and out of consciousness As you repeat drunken incoherent babble Rage takes over my face You waist your life trying to forget reality With booze pills and cocaine I will not remain silent While you piss your life away This self destructive behavior I will no longer tolerate Blackout zombie Faded image of your former self You become a liability Trying to stop the voices in your head With self medication Forever scaring me with this constant life of chaos To selfish to consider The pain you put friends and family through As we watch you slowly kill yourself Blackout Zombie Faded image of your former self I have to leave I cannot stay I wish to feel my pain and survive And let my open scars bleed and swell Bleed and swell