Trial & Error

Fall down, bruised up Just me myself and I, we gon' have to group up I look up to the sky, howl at the moon 'cause I'm alive and I'm feeling like I gotta prove something This an everyday struggle, I'm asking me if its really worth it Self inflicted stress got me really nervous Sacrificing time with loved ones, for the grind of the come up Got my mind all fucked up, feel like a different person Day job bitter working, like huh? I was born for this? Get a degree, and work a job up on some boring shit? I'm a creative, I can't slave, ideas pouring in But I need a job, this cost of living is enormous, shit I ain't gonna lie, I've cried thinking like "what if it doesn't work?" "What if the song that took three days to write is just another verse?" Something deep up in my cerebral been telling me not to quit it Gut's saying shut the fuck up, don't complain, go out and get it Go act on intuition, don't fall farther behind The hard work beats out the talent, 'cause it's harder to find Now self belief and me work tandem, that's my partner in crime Was throwing shade up on myself, stopped and starting to shine Yeah, I gotta risk losing But I'm grounded, just gotta stick to it Trial and error proving real, this shit's hard to get People who doubt it, surround me, but they ain't stopping shit Fall down, bruised up Just me myself and I, we gon' have to group up I look up to the sky, howl at the moon 'cause I'm alive and I'm feeling like I gotta prove something Don't follow, can't stand with the rest of them Comforts a disease, and this action is medicine Put it out to the public, showing love to his messages The plays building up, I've got actual evidence Only boss moves, looking for a desk to put my feet on I'm out here feeling like I've got a hunnit respawns I'm out here feeling like I'm 'bout to fuckin' cheat on Everything we see grownin' up, I proceed knowing I could lose it all, the list of consequences stupid long Feel like I'm made for it, I need somebody to prove me wrong Artist claim they're up next, I just laugh at how their que is off Due to pop, pops want me to go and get my schooling on But I can't stop till the plans finished Gotta master the vision, get a doctorate in writtens Staying deaf to a critic, I'm me, I can't listen And if they try to set ceilings, we gon' push it past limits Yeah, I gotta risk losing But I'm grounded, just gotta stick to it Trial and error proving real, this shit's hard to get People who doubt it, surround me, but they ain't stopping shit Fall down, bruised up Just me myself and I, we gon' have to group up I look up to the sky, howl at the moon 'cause I'm alive and I'm feeling like I gotta prove something Fall down, bruised up Just me myself and I, we gon' have to group up I look up to the sky, howl at the moon 'cause I'm alive and I'm feeling like I gotta prove something