Myself

I remember feeling like I wasn't good enough Had me questioning myself, I wasn't sure enough Had me looking in the mirror, tryna analyze my figure I ain't perfect, you want perfect, so that figures You always put me in a bad place Said we were moving at a fast pace It was all my fault (fault) I fell in love too hard I loved you when I didn't love myself (yeah, yeah) Said you love me, but you only loved yourself You rocked me so hard You played all your cards right You played with my heart I might, I might not be the same way You were walking in the door, you wasn't saying, "Hi" (hi) You were walking out that door, you wasn't saying, "Bye, bye" (bye, bye) Seems like you only got that way when things ain't go your way (oh, oh) How could you tell me that you love and behave this way? Sometimes, I don't know how I survived You picked me up, you threw me in the sky And when I fell you let me hit the ground (oh, oh) I still felt alone with you around I learned my lesson (lesson) Yeah, shit got hectic (hectic) But all in all, the experience it was a blessing (yeah) You taught me patience, can't skip the basics Seems like you only wanted me for that sensation (yeah) I remember all the lies (all the lies) All the night you made me cry (ll the night you made me cry) When you controlled my mind (you controlled my mind) Had me wishing I would die (had me wishing I would die) You will never know how I feel (how I feel) I gave my all to you, my love was real, baby (my love was real) But you didn't love me But you didn't love me I loved you when I didn't love myself Said you love me, but you only love yourself You rocked me so hard You played all your cards right You played with my heart, I might (I might) Might not be the same way Might not be the same Lay