Waiting Room

Now I just waste time Awake, in a waiting room without you by my side Am I alone in this? Consciousness, suicide It cuts me down like I'm the wrist and you're the knife So fucking toxic And for the last time I'll listen To the ghost that would carry me right along with him I lit the match, I lit the match Please, won't somebody save me from The lack of a difference I've made? (I thought it was real, I really did I pushed so hard, but you pulled back And as we slowly become one, I'll separate my own thoughts from your influence I now know you'll always be half of me And I'm willing to accept that But you have to accept the change) And I lit the match but you tried to save me (Tried to save me) They're all living free while we die guilty But I'll throw it all away, I do it every day How could I get the message? I'll never learn my lesson We're burning anyway, what else can I say? I didn't learn my lesson Make sure they get the message Make sure they get the message I've felt this before but nothing compares to The pain that you caused And the blood that was spilled in vain And for the last time I'll listen To the devil feeding hungry vultures I've come to terms, I'm cold on the outside It just hurts to find out that you've been Dead on the inside What a waste of time, you were for me Throw it all away But I'll throw it all away, I do it every day How could I get the message? I'll never learn my lesson We're burning anyway, what else can I say? I didn't learn my lesson Make sure they get the message And I've felt this linger Why'd you slip through my fingers? Not a night to remember 'cause I'm never getting better I'll fight while I can cause I'm holding on to this I'm holding on You always thought that I never believed this would last It took the same strength to leave as it did to collapse You always thought that I never believed this would last It took the same strength to leave as it did to collapse