Honey

Hey, I've been thinking about the things I say And I know I can't blame you for running away, yeah But I do it all the time, and I know it's on your mind I drove here losing my shit Stuck in traffic with the windows up Singing, yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah Singing, yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah, yeah Thought we couldn't do it Felt the pressure and I almost left just like Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah Like yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah, yeah All I do is stay up until the morning Speaking to the walls I built to keep out the storming And when I wake up this evening and my conscience is screaming It'll never be okay I stopped controlling my dosage for a long time Then I traded my focus for a fucked up mind My breathing and I We go together like diamond rings And detox and long walks Feeling like I'm all fucked up, and I don't even care I wanna be a better person, but it wouldn't be fair To take a shortcut, I'm a runner-up I'm a runaway stuck in your driveway for three days straight If you need me, I won't be sleeping I'm probably hyperventilating 'Cause all I do, all I do is stay All I do is stay up until the morning Speaking to the walls I built to keep out the storming And when I wake up this evening and my conscience is screaming It'll never be okay Woke up in the dark with a stomach ache And the blood won't stay in one place And I feel the weight of my mistakes, I'm sorry I mean this in the most sincere way I don't deserve to feel okay All I do is stay up until the morning Speaking to the walls I built to keep out the storming And when I wake up this evening and my conscience is screaming It'll never be okay I don't deserve to feel okay All I do is stay up until the morning Speaking to the walls I built to keep out the storming And when I wake up this evening and my conscience is screaming It'll never be okay