Do I Ever

Can't sit around holding up my guard Let it all go Let it all go around Go in and face the inevitable Can't figure out how to play my part Where do I go? How do I go around Go in and make it inhabitable Now let it all in Cover up the arm that holds the weight Raging on too long and all will stay Unsolved I let it throw me off my feet I let it put me on my knees What do I know? I ought to grow But do I ever? Can't sit around hiding all my scars Let them all show Let them all know about Go in and embrace the inevitable Now let it all in Cover up the arm that holds the weight Raging on too long and all will stay Unsolved I let it throw me off my feet I let it put me on my knees What do I know? I ought to grow But do I ever? I let it throw me off my feet I let it put me on my knees What do I know? I ought to grow But do I ever? I let it Take away all I could be Take all the best of me away with it I let it Take away all I could see Take all the best of me Away with it I let it throw me off my feet I let it put me on my knees What do I know? I ought to grow But do I ever? I'll let it tell me who to be I'll let it show me what to see What do I know? I ought to grow But do I ever? I let it throw me off my feet I let it put me on my knees What do I know? I ought to grow But do I ever? I'll let it tell me who to be I'll let it show me what to see What do I know? I ought to grow But do I ever? Do I ever?