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Recluse
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Recluse was released on December 14, 2018 by Softheart as a part of the album Bittersweet
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Release DateDecember 14, 2018
LabelSoftheart
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM90

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
ṣoftheart
ṣoftheart
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
ṣoftheart
ṣoftheart
Songwriter
Matthew Ashman
Matthew Ashman
Composer

Lyrics

(I, I, don't want to fight no longer, I)
(High, high, high at my highschool wondering, I)
(I, I, don't want to fight no longer, I)
When I'm gone don't think, worry 'bout yourself
When it all falls down, don't worry 'bout me (hey)
Wonder what you think, when you pass my house (ay)
When I'm not around, don't hurt about me
I don't make the plans no I just don't try
I don't understand, get so caught up in my head
It's just when I lie down in my bed
Sometimes I swear I'm haunted by you, in the dead of the night
Bet if she knew what I went through
She'd know why I can't confide
I've waited for as long as I can
I'm just too used to no one by me
I know I might not show but I care
Just don't understand why you like me
I've waited for as long as I can
I'm just too used to no one by me
I know I might not show but I care
Just don't understand why you like me
No I don't wanna think about the love no more
Feeling got me on my knees, help me up on my feet
Keep on tryna hold my hopes
It's just sometimes I swear that it feels like I can't be fixed anymore
Or at least, I feel like I'm better off just lonely
Away from everyone
Don't relate to anyone, so
Alright, I'll wait until I feel alright
We been in a fight since 16
Pushing those thoughts to the side, chasing big dreams
Running for the starlight
Don't know why, I get let down when my hope's high
Push me to the side yeah ditch me
Been this way my whole life can't fix me
No, I wouldn't even try
When I'm gone don't think, worry 'bout yourself
When it all falls down, don't worry 'bout me (hey)
Wonder what you think, when you pass my house (ay)
When I'm not around, don't hurt about me
Looking at the gray skies not surprised that I feel like this
On a day like this, yeah (ay, ay)
In a crisis, I'm where the vice is
Yeah I need my fix
And it's insane
This disdain, this hate
I don't wanna count those missed days
Didn't wanna think about it this way
But I can't wait, no
I've waited for as long as I can
I'm just too used to no one by me
I know I might not show but I care
Just don't understand why you like me
I've waited for as long as I can
I'm just too used to no one by me
I know I might not show but I care
Just don't understand why you like me
Written by: Matthew Ashman, ṣoftheart
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