Suffocating

All in my head, lying in bed thinking about you Feeling regret, was it something I said, no And I can't get to sleep, no, I'm lonely without you All the things that we feel were left unsaid Just like the taste of gin on my tongue You make me numb but I'm slowly fading You breathe the air out of my lungs You give me life but I am suffocating I'm suffocating Always the same, taking the blame, just an illusion You're in my veins, all of the pain, oh And every time we talk, yeah, it leads to confusion All the things that we do seem like a game Just like the taste of gin on my tongue You make me numb but I'm slowly fading You breathe the air out of my lungs You give me life but I am suffocating I'm suffocating Uh I'm fading Suffocating You always haunt me, you're my ghost, you're my ghost (you're my ghost) You're the one I need the most, need the most But every time that we get close, we get close You give me life but I am suffocating I'm suffocating Suffocating Suffocating Uh I'm fading, fading