Friday Nightmare

With a brick in my hand and a hole in my soul Find myself lost out on your porch And everything is telling me to throw it through your window Fill you up with guilt and remorse I know you thought that it'd kill me I'll never know why You're the one who was wrong Can you get your own life Cause I (I) I'm over it anyway A constant disappointment I'm living with the notion That I once called you a friend (I swore I'd find another way) These nights I need to get through These battles that I've been through They'll be with me til the end (It's just another day) With a girl at his side and a tab he can't pay Left him face down drunk at the bar Watch her laugh and her scream while she's slapping his face Saying no one will know who you are She walks out, he gets up Time to make his mistakes Track her down, keep it cool while he's pleading his case But why (Why) I'm over it anyway A constant disappointment I'm living with the notion That I once called you a friend (I swore I'd find another way) These nights I need to get through These battles that I've been through They'll be with me til the end (To make it through another day) You call yourself so ordinary Begging for a line Get through the night Don't look at me cause I can't help You're just a waste of time You've wasted all my time You've wasted all my time I'm over it anyway I'm a constant disappointment I'm living with the notion That you once called me a friend (I swore I'd find another way) These nights I need to get through These bottles that I've been through Will I live to see the end? (To make it through another day) I'm calling myself ordinary Begging for a line (Get through the night) Don't listen as I scream for help I'm just a waste of time I've wasted all my time I've wasted all my time With a brick in my hand and a hole in my soul Find myself lost out on your porch