Missed Call

The brutal thoughts of feelings that I know I can't replace And hoping that my memories of you will never fade It's all for nothing as I reminisce my days away Until then Every single night I lay awake and think of you And all the time I wasted being lonely in my room Too wrecked to even know that you were too strong to ever show it But now you're gone, it doesn't matter what the hell I do You will never hear the songs I wrote for You all left me by your choice or overdosed It doesn't matter now I'm so sorry that I missed your call Please tell me this is not my fault Would have done anything if I knew (But it's now too late and I'll never see you again) That night I lost it all, I stumbled and I crawled Through the alley of a bar downtown where I go to drink my sins away There is something you should Found cold on the floor and gasping Gave in when the world was asking I'm so sorry, little brother Can't believe we lost another It's hard to come back every day when you're being crushed It's impossible to say what that will be for us Once you get control you'll be right back at it On the same fucking night And if I had the chance to see you here another day I'd spending it telling you the shit I never got to say And that my love for you is why I'm in this pain I'm so sorry that I missed your call Please tell me this is not my fault Would have done anything if I knew (But it's now too late and I'll never see you again) That night I lost it all, I stumbled and I crawled Through the alley of a bar downtown where I go to drink my sins away I'm so sorry that I missed your call Please tell me this is not my fault Would have done anything if I knew (If I knew) I stumble and I fall, I thought I had it all But what I'm saying is there's something you should know There is something you should know There is something you should know I don't feel alive on my best day There is something you should know I don't feel alive on my best day There is something you should know I don't feel alive on my best day You took it all away and you left me suffering I don't feel alive on my best day Just like you, but I'm still suffering I don't feel alive on my best day You took it all away and you left me suffering I don't feel alive on my best day Just like you, but I'm still suffering I'm so sorry that I missed your call I'm so sorry that I missed your call