I Still Don't Want to Be Sad

I wake up with this muggy feeling in my head Like i wish that yesterday Oh, yesterday I had been found dead From an overdose on vitamins And prescribed medications I wanted to be healthier but i guess i overcompensated And tomorrow i hope i can be better For you I hope i can smile and do nothing that bothers you And i hope i am not broken And i hope one day the pieces of this place can be put together into their perfect stable place But i am sad most of the time But you can't see it 'cause i keep it inside And i am sad most of the time But you can't see it 'cause i keep it inside I am sad most of the time But you can't see it 'cause i keep it inside And i am sad most of the time But you can't see it 'cause i keep it inside But something in the stars that night Makes me feel like one day i might Never have to prescribe to another medication for the rest of my life