Pushing Through Walls

This shit's a long road fuck I been here before Trying to stay half sober while yet being on tour Don't get me wrong I love the life style always craving for more But be assured this ain't no easy marathon for the score The airports bare planes bare trains and detours Late nights no sleep and kip on the runner vans floors I push it more and more ignore the fatigue that that I endure Until last summer up on stage and I collapsed to the floor BAM Trust there's a turning point for every fuckin' person man Emerse yourself in circles of people that fuckin' give a dam Support from loved ones for the music And your health can make a world of difference Giving you that boost to always feel you can Some just don't understand given you them looks like a fuckin' deadpan But it's cool man their sucking on dicks like a tool fam But Ima stand proud love my life badman Making all ya beautiful people come dance the cancan Anxiety's a bitch I suffer from it an I hate that I've been taught to take it medicate it covering the real fact Numbing pain and blanking it's a quick fix I don't rate that Don't feel bad to talk to somebody especially who's got your back Workout the format feel good in yourself to start the combat Then come back like Arnold saying "I'll be back" I'll fuckin rap and slap that mental attack Coz I was sick of fuckin feeling like some physical doormat I wage war on mental Abuse self sustaining Goodbye to those rainy days aways complaining It's draining that shits worse than trolls when they hating So man I'm hitting that gym and fuckin weight training No pain no gain there ain't no shame to feel tame in the game The aim in the picture frames to stand with the flame So take ya nickname or ya stage name and turn it to fame So you can reclaim who you are and move on to a brighter day!