A Cold Night in July

I sit back most nights and think of you Revisiting our memories There was so much I needed to say I find myself full of regret and pain In question that spirals into rage So I let it out up on this stage I'll live my life to honor your spirit Just like you taught me If you can hear me sing these words Even from a far You should know that I can't just let you go Know I tried to make you whole You where to far gone And I can't to let you go If you can hear me scream these words Even from a far You where the light in our hearts I forgive you Please forgive me With tears in my eyes I have to let you go! Even after all this time These thoughts still haunt me because... I closed her eyes The eyes of my maker A memory that haunts me Haunt me forever Tragedy taunts me time stands still Bleeding through a person hell I CANT TAKE THIS I can't help but lash out and hurt the ones I love And sabotage my own life at every single turn I've resorted to lying to myself Living it up as if I where someone else Even though this is not who I am Pretending takes the edge of the edge If you can hear me sing these words Even from a far You should know that I can't just let you go Know I tried to make you whole You where to far gone And I can't just let you go If you can hear me scream these words Even from a far You where the light in our hearts I forgive you Please forgive me With tears in my eyes I have to let you go! A cold night in July She left this life took her last breath In the blink of an eye her pulse would cease to exist I CANT BREATH Turbulent anger consumes me Please give me a sign ANYTHING If you can hear me sing these words Even from a far You should know that I can't just let you go Know I tried to make you whole You where to far gone And I have to let you go (Let you go) If you can hear me scream these words Even from a far You where the light in our hearts (Light in our hearts) I forgive you