Guillotine

I spend my time locked and searching Craving escape, but you're always there This memory tightening around my neck This is my guillotine This is the death of me My mind is not clear A mental, fixated stare Another second wasted hindsight Sharp and dull is my race Will I see a structure in place? I cannot breathe now for the hundredth time Drag me through the mud Facade cannot contend With this battle of ounces Lost, panicked for air With no chance to ascend Feel it creeping Running down my spine Wounds desperate to be a victim for all to see I scream for hatred but the guillotine silences me Don't silence me Don't silence me Dead to try Damned to live Desperate, running through my own nonsense Never give another ending to a man who is looking for Another reason to descend Take me down Take it down An endless journey to the center of Whatever makes sense I alone We together Doesn't make a fucking difference When it's all said and done Break my neck Smash me to pieces This guillotine you have above my neck Will never drop Never could and never did Adjust to the world that you Laid in front of me It's the only thing now that I can see Never could and never did Never could and never did Never could and never did I wait for your guillotine Never could and never did Never could and never did Never could and never did I wait for your guillotine Above my neck You are the Death Of Me