Left to Suffer

Succumbed to a listless day A breaking sound of lies It entices me toward you A cold enveloping body A burdened husk of matter Awaits me Ceaseless devouring of toxic indulgence A wearing habit starting to thin Another coping device Of a life deeply shattered Never owning to oneself Deceit A lie I fell for Confused The walls can hear it Impending, inescapable This decay, design unintended This decent, destined failure A life destroyed, volition peaked A mind broken, incapable Slowly the tension is rising Growing toward a disastrous state Words seem to only impact the floor There's no reaching you anymore Oh my god What have you done? Color is fading fast What have you fucking done? NO NO NO Always fighting and never understanding The only thing you feel is hatred and pain Filling the air with poisonous smiting Eroding at life previously humane Left to suffer inside A prison made on our own Trapped behind screaming walls Separated by our minds Nothing left to give and nothing left to have Faced with a cruel reality There is nothing anymore Nothing anymore