Prism

Another chance to rid my mind of all the things I can't escape You'd think I would've gone and lost it all by now But the truth is I've grown accustomed to this life of hell For years I've spent knowing only to hate myself I'm afraid to get better because I don't know how Another chance to rid my mind of all the things I can't escape Spending day after day hoping that the world will bring change But I've spent the past few years in this hole If I want to get better, I've got to do it on my own All alone As I drown in apathy I try not to break from the anxiety I'd let death have me but I'm just not ready For years I've spent wanting it to end But there's just so much of this life that I've yet to live So sick of this misery All I want is to be happy Hello to uncertainty Give me a chance to break free Another chance to rid my mind of all the things I can't escape Spending day after day hoping that the world will bring change But I've spent the past few years in this hole I want to be better, I want to be better I want to be something more I want to be more