Failure

Constant waves of never ending grief I do my best to live while gritting my teeth Is this all there is? A life wanting nothing more than successfulness And I'm done Trying to please all of those around me It's the bad that seems to always find me Held down by a life that seems so rough And I'm done Pushing myself for the sake of others Regardless if I'm their son, friend or lover To them, I'll never be good enough Constant disappointment If they only knew how hard it is To wake up and wish you didn't I don't care what the future holds I swear if this goes on for another year I won't be able to stop it And I'm done Trying to please all of those around me It's the bad that seems to always find me Held down by a life that seems so rough And I'm done Pushing myself for the sake of others Regardless if I'm their son, friend or lover To them, I'll never be good enough Constant disappointment Always seeking affirmation Void of hope A waste of space No need for hesitation Get in the car Pull the wheel Let the world take reclamation A failure in the eyes of everyone I know I do my best to try but that's all that's expected of me I won't be the one to make you proud But I swear I'll do whatever it takes to be happy Constant disappointment And I'm done Trying to please all of those around me It's the bad that seems to always find me Held down by a life that seems so rough And I'm done Pushing myself for the sake of others Regardless if I'm their son, friend or lover To them, I'll never be good enough Hope for a better life or pray for it to end I've always wanted nothing more then to live a life content (I don't wanna be a failure) Escape those wasted years and make sure that this one counts Cause the truth of it all is I'm finding it's hard im breaking myself apart