A Moon Without the Sun

I cope alone again hoping I can get away from it I say I'll quit but honestly it never ends She watched as I would fall again I know the hope can lend help to grow from this I hate the sickness made of it I know I'm meant for more than this, But drowning helps me just forget the past that I regret Holding onto what was left until I lost myself again I'm dwelling over words unsaid I cope alone again hoping I can get away from it I say I'll quit but honestly it never ends She watched as I would fall again I know the hope can lend help to grow from this I hate the sickness made of it I know I'm meant for more than this But I've been feeling so misled I'm walking on an edge trying not to drown again I was hanging by a thread holding on to what was left