worthless

I'm always so alone Even when surrounded By people that I know I'm always so astounded By my ability to ruin everything Losing friends and starting fires Everyone thinks I'm a liar I always stay at home 'Cause I'm not good in public I sit here on my phone I'm always disappointed I watch them live their lives I wish that I were happy Victim of my generation Time machines cannot erase it Who am I supposed to be? When will I be complete? When will they be proud of me? It's getting harder to see Slit my wrists, bloody fists Questioning why I exist Pain persists, evil gifts Fucking up my life to shit I'm worthless, I'm worthless I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out I try to stay strong No matter what I do I'm always in the wrong It never gets easier But maybe that's the point It's part of growing up Messing up and learning from it That's just life, it's necessary Clinging to hope What else is there to live for? Got nowhere to go What else is pain good for? I am confident that your life has a purpose It's okay, you will get through it Don't give up 'cause someone needs you Who am I supposed to be? When will I be complete? When will they be proud of me? It's getting harder to see Slit my wrists, bloody fists Questioning why I exist Pain persists, evil gifts Fucking up my life to shit I'm worthless, I'm worthless I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out Please, don't give up I got to stay strong, I got to move on I got to know, oh when you feel alone Please, you got to know That someone needs you Please, don't give up I got to stay strong, I got to move on I got to know hope, when you feel low Please, you got to know That someone needs you Slit my wrists, bloody fists Questioning why I exist Pain persists, evil gifts Fucking up my life to shit I'm worthless, I'm worthless I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out I'm worthless, I'm worthless I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out